Bless the Lord , O my soul, and forget not all his benefits: Who forgives all your iniquities; who heala all your diseases; Who redeems your life from destruction; who crowns you with lovingkindness and tender mercies; Who satisfies your mouth with good things; so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s. Psalms 103:2-5.
You have benefits in Jesus Christ.
Be established in that knowledge and believe that God is working the benefits out in your life.
No matter what is currently happening – don’t change your language.
Continue to say that you have benefits in Christ and it will eventually materialise.
Things will not continue like this. God has staked His integrity on His Word.
He will NEVER be found unfaithful.
You are blessed.